Dont Want To Go To Sleep

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because when I wake up tomorrow it will be Mother's Day.

And I won't go into a long drawn out diatribe but what I really want to say is this.

Thank you to my friends here who have given me an outlet for talking about Ma, put up with me when I babbled drunkenly on about her and how much I miss her and most importantly have had my back when i've been emotionally not as strong as I should have been.

Love You All

Beasie

Comments

Anonymous said…
What does this mean? "emotionally not as strong as I should have been?

Silliness, is what that is. You are as emotionally strong as anybody and as you need to be at any given time.

Silly. Everyone is allowed to grieve.
May 10, 2008 at 10:22 PM
Steve said…
Christina
Thank You
May 10, 2008 at 11:35 PM
splord said…
Brotha,

What Christina said, plus ... you honor your mother all the time, by being the good person you are. And you are a very good person, and I'm proud to call you my brother.
May 10, 2008 at 11:45 PM
PortlyDyke said…
To grieve a cherished relationship is to honor it.

Get out your crayolas and make her a card. I think you'll both feel better for it. If you want to send it by "spirit post", burn it in the fireplace. ;)

*wrapping my arms around you from here*
May 10, 2008 at 11:54 PM
Jennifer said…
What they all said, B.

It's okay.
May 11, 2008 at 9:29 AM
Steve said…
i'm pretty sure Ma would approve of my new innertubes phriends

thank you all!
May 12, 2008 at 8:50 PM
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